Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Philicia, 110894Philicia Ang Create Your Badge I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Sunday, January 30, 2011
It has been a tedious week for me. Camping at Tampines everyday after school. Going to those 3 malls everyday single day. Sick and tired of that place already. Luckily chinese new year is coming. Don't have to go to those malls during that entire week. Hehe. But sometimes i feel happy at the malls. Hehe. Seriously, i hate school. It is so boring. Especially maths. I seriously don't know what that vinay is teaching. Other subjects were okay. Except chinese ! We were banded into different bandings in express classes. Suck cork. The teachers care about the sec 4 express more than us, the sec 5s. During essay writing, can't even borrow dictionary. Cause i don't know those sec 4s around me. Kns. Okay, i forgotten where i went on thursday. But i remembered receiving a call from ym. I rushed down because she was crying on the phone. I just want you to know that i chose to walk there instead of waiting for the bus cause i thought it would be faster. I didn't want you to wait long. But i got lost instead. Sorry that i made you wait. But i really wanted to reach there asap. Friday, actually wanted to go to MBS. But god didn't want us to go. He rained. ): So we went to plaza sing instead. Walked around aimlessly. Went to Aston for dinner. Their potato salad SUCK ! Omfg. I seriously prefer Pastamania's potato salad. :D Went to dte mac. Ohmytian, another disappointment. Everything suck. I thought it would be fun, but it was boring. Sad-ed. Actually, what you said meant quite a lot to me. I just chose not to admit. If i said it doesn't matter, actually it means quite a lot . I told you to stay away, but actually i just wanted to see how long you could wait. I don't want to wait until you gave up and i regret. But i can't bring myself to tell you. This may sound stupid, but i am a shy person. Haha ! But serious la. Haha. I hope chinese new year would be a great week of holiday for me. Hehe. Saturday, January 22, 2011
Here to post bout camp. (: First day of camp was a total disaster for me. I dont feel any bond in our class. Played some games on dry land. Kinda fun, but not really fun without my good friend by my side. During the camp debrief at night, we were asked to choose one colour that represented our feeling for the first day. I had a lot to say, but i cant bring myself to say it out. Ended up saying something stupid, which the instructor asked to say back and talk to me. A short talk then headed down for supper. For the whole of the first day, i was looking forward to friday, the day we came back to singapore. I told myself that the second day will end fast and friday will soon come. Second day, we played water activities, although the water is disgusting, but that was when i realize how important classmates are. And it was when i realize that my classmates will be there for me when i needed help. Overall, second day was a great day. Campfire was not bad, the fire very big. :D When friday finally arrived, i dont want to go home. I really miss the camp, tanjung piai, the camp instructors and the bond i shared with my class. Actually, i dont plan to cry, but what azri said made most of us cry, including me. I miss camp. ): We were told to say what we think the sentence " Nature is a painting for us, day after day, pictures of infinite beauty if only we have the eyes to see them. " is about. In my opinion, i think that nature is like a piece if art. Only the artist itself knows what the painting really means. When you are happy, you may think that the picture is something positive, when you are sad you may think that it is something negative. You never know the beauty of nature until you learn to appreciate it. We have eyes to see the things around us. But we dont appreciate them. We only learn to appreciate things when they are gone. Saturday, January 15, 2011
Went to spca today. Tried to go yesterday, but close already. ): Suffered taxi sick, bus sick. T.T Stupid us. Traveled all the way to serangoon and cab to spca. Both yesterday and today, the driver took us to wrong place before the right one. But both drivers are good. We paid lesser than the initial amount. Actually, spca is just at braddell mrt there. -.- We are so stupid to not know this. But anyway, had fun today at spca. ^^ I love Apollo. I want to adopt him. ): He is so cute and innocent. What's the cutest thing ? He love to escape. LOL. Cute. Looking at the dogs, i really feel sad. They are innocent, yet got abandoned. Makes me think of those fucking pet abuser. They should die like seriously. Why did those pet got abandoned, abused ? They did nothing wrong. Thanks to so sick people, animals suffered. Luckily there are still kind hearted souls who adopted them and give them a home to live in. A place where they can feel love. Those volunteers played a big part in taking care of them too. It just feel sad just looking at the dogs faces. If i can, i would really want to adopt Apollo. And Tupai and buronng. I want to adopt all the dogs at the spca. If i can, i would want to buy the whole spca. But that is impossible. I think i will be going to be a volunteer at the spca. Kay, then went to dte and eat fish&co. Walked around dte then tampines. Slack and went home. |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |