Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Philicia, 110894Philicia Ang Create Your Badge I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Wednesday, April 20, 2011
I fucking hate myself laaaaa. Dang, how i wish i was fucking perfect. BUT I'M NOT! :( And, i have a fucking attitude. Sometimes i really don't understand myself and my attitude. When i don't like someone, i seriously don't like. As in ya, i don't know why i see some people right, i just don't really like them, some maybe i don't know them ba. Ha. I want to change myself! But i don't want to change my attitude la, cause that makes me different! Hehe. :D Actually, i think i just want to change the way i look physically, not the way i am. I am really really trying to you know. I believe that i will succeed. I believe i can! :D Oh ya, anyway, i just saw something which i feel totally disgusted. Well, i think i'm like getting over it already. I think it's kinda true that when you like 2 person at one time, choose the 2nd one. Because if you truly like the first one, you wouldn't have liked the 2nd one. So ya, but it's kinda lame. I just think that he's cute and ya. Just cute lo. As in he don't look cute, his actions are cute. Whenever i see him right, i just feel... shy? I don't know. Ahh, i suck. Bye. |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |