Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Philicia, 110894 Philicia Ang Create Your Badge I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Exits Archives January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, February 20, 2011 Okay, life have been pretty much the same. Nothing much happened. Sometimes, people describe the way i talk guailan, like ah lian. I dont know why. But I talk like a normal person. Haha. Ya, I kinda hate my life. Nothing goes right in my life. Getting scolded for nothing. Yeah, it happens all the time. I used to get all the attention from my parents. But after I had my youngest brother, everything changed. He stole all the attention from my parents. I don't really care anymore. I prefer talking to my friends, telling all my troubles and problems to them,than telling them to my parents. To me, home is like a place for me to sleep, bathe and watch tv. I realize that I don't really eat at home. I rather eat outside. My uncle keeps threatening me. Wanted to give my dog and rabbit away. I really hate it when they threatens to give my pets away. They are such idiotic people. I spend my money the way I want. Stop saying that I anyhow spend or whatever. You said that I keep asking money from you, and I should give you my pay. Have you ever wondered if I gave you my pay and I have no money to spend, I still will take money from you right? I admit, I anyhow spend money. But sometimes, when something happens, you like to talk about the past. You blame me for buying things. But lemme tell you, I bought that in December. Now you are still harping on it ! Fml. You don't understand me. I think you don't even know what I like. What I like to eat, who are my best friends etc. You only look at the bad side of me. You don't even look at what I am good at. This whole week is no different from other weeks. Except mr Francis teo owes my my chocolate !! I will get it from him tomorrow ! This week have been kinda free. Teachers on mc. Maths, any teacher but vinay, please. And physics, I hope mr Harold goh will teach us. Chinese, worse. Teachers caring only for the 4es. No one really care about sec 5s.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay